Like being a little less alive
derriere-un-masque:

The Songwriter by David Finley

derriere-un-masque:

The Songwriter by David Finley

fuckyeahchromadepth:

Traveler by ~Druidchickz
Good day!

So good.
Took a 25 question quiz/test thing first hour.
Most people would complain but I like tests in that class because I know most of the answers, and its history, you dont have to solve anything, you either know it or you dont, theres no worry you didnt put something in the calculator right or used the right equation or formula and it feels GREAT.

After first hour my best friend told me I have pretty eyes.
That made my day right there.

BUT THEN IT GOT BETTER.

The ceramics teacher also does yearbook and they were distributeing them to seniors so the teacher never even showed up XD I finished my coil pot and finally got my bowl out of the back room. It’s so cute, I can’t wait to glaze that bitch.
I spent the last like 5 minutes of that class across the hall in the drawing room, with some awesome people. The guy from physics class, my friend because of my best friend who is funny and annoying and full if puns, and this chick the physics guy dated and who used to be real good friends with my best friend.

Physics was fun, the guy in that class was in a funny mood. The whole class was pretty excitable. We were talking about light rays, the teacher gave us an article to read explaining why the sky is blue, why the sunset is red, and why the ocean looks blue/green. We had a class discussion, he asked what color the sky would be above the earths atmosphere. This odd guy answered black. The teacher asked why and he said, “because it’s space”
My friend said that was the best argument he had heard all day, once everyone stopped laughing.

I cannot wait to spend the day with him tomorrow.

In photo2 my teacher wasn’t there, and we got a cool sub, he texts all hour and just says not to be too loud or do anything stupid.
I never even logged onto my computer, I just talked to the guy I like in that class all hour. Him, this chick I don’t like, and the nice but creepy and full of himself guy who sits next to him.
Still fun.
The chick said his hooker name would be glitter balls. He said she was wrong, it would be wonder cock.
I’m definitely gonna call him that now.
He said I would be a classy hooker, for doctors, lawyers, presidents… XD

After school I did a little grocery shopping with mom.
I got erasers shaped like legos.
So much win.

And I can’t wait for tomorrow!

fromapassageofhope:

basically sums up how i’m feeling right now.

 inspirational

fromapassageofhope:

basically sums up how i’m feeling right now.

inspirational

Today in physics,

The teacher was given us a run down of what his teaching plans are for the rest of the year. Tomorrows a quiz/test, Wednesdays cedar point, then we learn about nuclear physics.
I look back at my friend when the teacher said this.
He was hunched over the desk, his iPod sitting on it, his face so close his nose was almost touching it. His choppy blonde hair was all over the place, as it usually is. Without moving or looking him he whispered, “yesssssssssss” in response to the future study of the nuclear physics.

XD

He’s great.
He said yes to hanging with him at cedar point. I’m super excited. We are both going to be so sleep deprived at the end of the day. And he’s a roller coaster junkie, so we will probably ride EVERYTHING.

missydotcom:

thank you.

 yes.

missydotcom:

thank you.

yes.

(Source: sameshitdifferentdayyy)

Monday morning.
My bed: baby come back!
Me: I feel good! I feel happy and good about myself! I'm excited for tomorrow!
Universe: lolno.
Me: I hate you.
Universe:
Me:
Universe:
Me: can I go to bed now?
Universe: No. Now you can't sleep. You have a headache now too.
Me: fuck you.
Universe: do your math homework.

(Source: deinedssecca)

Why can’t I be Harry Potter..

Why can’t I be Harry Potter..

(Source: rounding-off-infinity)

Whoa.

Did self portraits.
I look high/mentally challenged in like half of them From what I can tell.
Fingers crossed I’ve got something good.
I’ll find out tomorrow, 7th hour.
I wish I had photography earlier in the dayyyy…

BUT I filled out my portfolio sheet for drawing…! I have three concentrations left. And two breadths. I already have a plan for both of those too :D There are a few I’d like to re-do if I have time though. And I do have to color the one I started today but that’s not a big deal.
I’m really excited about the one I started today.
My friend inspired it.
She also appeared in my last concentration… She has infiltrated my art more sneakily than any boy.
Huh.

I’m pretty hyped.

Now math homework.
Chatting with my friend ;3
Then bed.

Monday tomorrow!
Get ta see my best friend.
See my bowl in ceramics.
Ask my friend to be my field trip buddy.
Woowoo.

And my wrists are still clean :D
It’s not been easy, but I am proud of myself for not breaking promise or skin.

I cherish this rare positivity like a newborn child…

I want to cut.

So so so soooo bad.
But I can’t. I still can’t bring myself to break that fucking promise.
So I guess I’m not going to.
Fuck. I have to do self portraits tonight and I’m crying.

I feel alone in every way possible.

Tonight.

Tonight.

(Source: crumbmasterpewp)